Too Much of a Good Thing

In the last few days I have watched almost this whole season of Grey's Anatomy. It's all been hanging out on my DVR waiting for me to free up some time. I finally did and it's been wonderful. I've missed this show so much and one scene today will not leave my mind. It's all about Denny and Izzie. I love Denny, always have. I know that the powers-that-be never expected Jeffrey Dean Morgan and his portrayal of Denny to become the phenomena that it has or they would have never killed him off. But his return this season has been heart wrenching. And I guess even the dead, or our visions of the dead, have the best intentions. The following line from Denny will haunt me forever. I can imagine the feeling and the intense emotion involved. I could watch it over and over again.

"I loved you so much. I loved you so much that when I got to come back for you I thought... you're my heaven. But maybe... maybe I'm your hell."

Can you imagine? You can watch it here that part is at 3:17. *sigh*

Too Tired To Post

Tomorrow is my almost non-baby's 5th birthday and I have been getting everything ready for her party. Today I will make an abundance of cupcakes for her daycare group and her preschool class. But today is a significant day so I am going to cheat and link you to the post I wrote last year on this day. Add one year to all the time frames and the rest still stands. Enjoy.

February 26th

What if every day was Fat Tuesday?

Ha! Who am I kidding? Lately every day for me has been Fat Tuesday! I started my celebration on Saturday with a half dozen Paczkis and I have been craving carbs to the Nth degree ever since. I guess I should clarify before everyone starts fearing for my arteries and the size of my ass, I BOUGHT a half dozen Paczkis, I only ATE about three, and not all on Saturday. One was on Saturday and the other two (or maybe two-and-a-half) were on Sunday, but who's counting?

Since I quit my job my eating habits have changed drastically. In fact I eat considerably less. There is no eating because I am bored, or stressed or because it's noon. But it's funny what old habits and cravings can resurface by eating deep fried dough with sweet filling and dusted with powdered sugar. I long for pastries at all hours of the day now. It sucks.

Today I took my youngest to the high school pool for open swim with her preschool class. Prior to the event I had eaten a banana, that's it. All day. So naturally after swimming we had to swing on over to McDonalds. Did you know that every afternoon from 2 - 8 is 2 for 1 McCafe drinks? Do you know who now has an iced mocha for each side of her bodacious rear end?

Hopefully the cravings subside soon. I've lost a considerable amount of weight in the last 3 months and I'd hate to start gaining it back now. But honestly, is Fat Tuesday the day to start your diet? I don't think so.