*** a funny thing happened on my way to writing this post. I had the best day, then a good day, then a bad day, and now another good day with bad undertones. Just another week in my rollercoaster life. ***
I started this post on November 16.
Twelve days ago.
*sigh*
It started as a great post. I had just finished a music deal for one of my clients and I was euphoric. I was also picked for quite a few special projects with Collective Bias. I was on top of the world. And then...
I was going about my day, my really great day, when I decided to sort through the bills folder. Bad idea. We have never "swam in cash". But, and I am going to sound like a broken record here, since I quit that job two years ago (November 13, 2008 to be exact) we have barely dipped our toes in cash. Every time I think we can exhale a little something stupid happens. Truck repairs. Checking account mishap *blush*. Girls want to play indoor soccer. etc. etc. etc.
Of course on this day, that fateful November 16th my husband was also at deer camp. I hate this time of year. I don't care that he deer hunts. I don't care that he travels to the far reaches of the Upper Peninsula to do it. I just care that he goes in November. When it's dark at 5 p.m. and cold, and dreary, and depressing to even the most non-depressed. I really don't like November. Bad things happen in November. My kids get sick in November. I quit jobs in November (wait...). I find ways to rock the boat in November.
Do you get the picture? November = hate.
The last 12 says have been up and down. High and low. Great and sucky. Throughout all of that I just couldn't finish this blog post. I was feeling too much, and I couldn't express it in words.
In my rollercoaster of a week I did some thorough cleaning. I started my one-month free pass to the gym, and I started eating better. I am whacked. Or perhaps, bipolar? I just don't know anymore.
But today I decided to finish this post. I hate unfinished tasks and I couldn't bring myself to delete the non-published few words. I had to finish it, and move forward. I am sitting at the new Biggby Coffee by my house and I am finishing things, and accomplishing things, and trying to be more up than down, and repeating one fact. December is two days away.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
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Yes, only two days away. :)
-Peace
I agree. I've absolutely HATED this November. I told Steve the only thing good about November this year: it happens to be his birth month. Bring on December!! (please?!)
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